I woke up this morning itching for adventure. I feel sick of the winter and the same old thing every day. I skipped class (which never happens) and slept in without a care in the world. I wanted to have a day for just me and Drew to do something fun. We had breakfast together, watched Modern Family and laughed, and went on with our day that came with a little good and bad.
Good because I finally got the canvas I ordered from an IBC group that took over a week to get when it was only supposed to take three days. I won't even go into how much of a hassle it was to get this for my mom, but it was well worth it don't ya think?
Bad because I have discovered some medical issues that concern me not only physically and emotionally but financially.
Good because Drew is helping me be optimistic so to cheer me up he took me bowling.
Bad because I had to get a shot and pee in a cup. I am terrified of needles and I've never peed in a cup before so you can just guess how that went... yep.
Good because I have returned to having bangs, I missed them and I feel like myself again.
Bad because I haven't done a lick of homework and can't seem to focus, my mind is thinking non-stop.
Good because I have been accepted to fast grad so I will graduate in July with my psychology degree, which I love and never regretted studying. Drew is still graduating in December and we have big plans for this year.
Bad because in my sewing class I just realized I'm sewing the complete wrong size of shirt and it's too small for me which really bums me out. So much time and work for nothing! On the bright side I can try selling it on Etsy.
Good because Sunshine started!
So I guess when I think about it there's more good to see than bad, I just have mixed feelings right now. That's life, we make the best out of our situations and pray to let the good outweigh the bad. Agency is a beautiful thing.
Megan! This is so true. Hope you are ok?! Let me know if you need anything from us.
ReplyDeleteoh yes i so so so agree!! megs i love this post for so many reasons. so sweet and honest. i hope your kidney is okay. but i'm freaking serious. if you need a new one, you better expect mine in a doggy bag at your door. i love you so much. you're beautiful, i LOVE the bangs. i kinda wanna try but i'm too wimpy. i love you forever. drew is perfect for you. i wish i could just skip a day and have hubs to be with--lucky :) LOVE YOU
ReplyDeletei hear ya!!!! thanks for this post...i needed it as well. sometimes the opposition feels like its kicking our trash but all we can do is keep faith and find things that make us happy!!!! hope all is well...if u ever need anyone to chat with...im around!
ReplyDeleteyahhh sunshine!
ReplyDeleteI hope you are doing better.
When I was younger I had lots of kidney and bladder problems. So I've been peeing in a cup forever! no fun. Hope it all gets better fast.
i think it was last general conference (maybe) that a talk was given about being happy NOW, and not waiting for this or that to happen before we can be happy. It looks like you're doing a good job of that :) Your bangs are totally awesome and I hope your poor little kidney will pull itself through!
ReplyDeleteLove you, Meg. Such a great and TRUE post. I love reading your blog. I always feel inspired and motivated to be better and happier. The canvas looks great. Is it really pixelated or not too bad? You're in our prayers. We love you!
ReplyDeleteMedical issue? i hope everything is okay!! And love your bangs! I def's agree that your bangs are SO adorable and look so good on you!
ReplyDeletemegs i love you so much. you are the sunshine on a cloudy day :)
ReplyDeleteand im so glad sunshine started :) in my prayers meggie. talk to you wheneverrr~ LOVEE YOU
ps everything is gonna be alll righhht "3 little birds, Bob Marley" gets me through things! love you angel
megs you're special! i love you so much. i loved what you said today, because it's just like kylie said, it's so sweet and honest. i'm so glad that i've had a chance to get to know you better. sure love you lots.
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